Calliste

I remember that I had asked him for this gift. That this was what I had wanted. I had asked him to help me experience this, to help me go through this with him assisting me.  The first time I had asked for this I was at my own Birthday party and decided to try it out and it was so amazing that I wanted to go even deeper and deeper we went. The scene had been set and I was not going to back out, now now, it was for me and me only, not to prove anything to anyone except me that I could do it.  Heck, I never needed anyone to challenge me to do anything, of that I have always been certain of that and I remember thinking to myself that I had asked for this gift and that I was very happy to receive it from someone so skilled in this art.  And it is always I who pick up the gauntlet, will I ever learn?  The scene was on a live feed so everyone in the chat room could see Master Zeus performing his craft on my body.  I lay across the table naked on my stomach and the scene begin with Sir inserting the first needle into my back after he properly prepared my skin for the event.  I was not prepared for the rush of sensation that came with that first prick.  I did not realize this at the time, but Master Zeus was very gentle with me the first time and was very careful to insert the needles quite close to the upper layers of my epidermis so that it was a flying rush of adrenaline sudden and long lasting.  This time was very different. As he started to insert the needles I could tell that I was going to have to be ready for the pain that came with each insertion of the needles and they were not so close to the surface this time, and they were also closer to my spine. With each needles I could feel it each time as they pricked me again and again. I had 32 needles in total which was 64 entrance and exit punctures and each time he did it I felt the white hot pain as he started on each new lacing down my back on both sides and onto my ass.  Each and every prick was a reminder to me how pain can cancel out anything else in your head.  It will not give you time to because it takes your breath and all of your focus is on that, so you dont have time to think about anything else.  And I like that. Because sometimes I just need to do that, you know?  Once it was done and I had patiently lay there and let Sir put in every single needle, he honored me with a pretty lacey ribbon corset down my back in pink and yellow ribbon intertwined together and then after he was done he tied it at the bottom and I got up to see what he had done. There was a needle corset lacing down my back and it was beautiful.

I have been selected to be a feature model for the upcoming Xanadu Las Vegas Bondage/Fetish Convention. This event will take place on March 27th and 28th. I would love to see all of my fans there!

Many of my fans have been asking me to produce custom made  videos for them. And for these last few months I have been without a video camera to do so.   Well, I am very proud to announce that I have just purchased a brand new Canon GL1 which is a professional grade video camera and am now able to produce high quality, custom videos just for you!!   So if there is a video that you would really like to see then contact me today for details and we will make it happen.

Seems we have a coward in our midsts.  A real chicken shit of a man on our hands.   It would seem that some pathetic individual feels the needs to bash me and send me negative comments about what he reads in my blog.  And to top it off he is not even man enough to send me his negative nasty comments through his real email address and is such a pussy that he sends it to me through an untraceable email account. What a fucking loser you must be.  A real man would have the courage to at least stand up to his own email address and not hide behind same fake IP address. Cant you find something more constructive to do with your pathetic life or is harrasing me the best you can come up with? If you dont like what you read simply unsubribe to my blog.  If your so displeased with what you read there then simply leave my site and move on. There is no need to continiously send me nasty crap because frankly I dont give a rats ass what you think or how you feel, but apparently you have great interest in what I have to say. Well get over yourself and find a life because I will always be here and I am not going anywhere no matter what you think you can come up with to bash me. Peace out motherfuckers!!

As some of you know I have been in many fetish videos with my friend Master Len. He is both a trusted friend and a skilled mad man with a vast imagination to come up with all kinds of ways to keep him and anyone else in the room happy at the same time. He and I have done some really amazing shoots together but I think that my very first video is the one that stands out the most. Probably because I was in many ways, a virgin to the kink world and I had never been on camera in that context before. The video was called “Dungeon Sluts” and I co starred with Master Len’s long time slave Nicole. At the time I did this video, I had no idea I was going to be appearing in over 60 of Master Len’s videos but this is the one that stands out most in my mind.  I remember feeling very nervous and excited at the same time but also kinda worried because I really did not know what to expect from the whole thing., but being the rush junkie I am I knew I was going to see it through, just to see what was on the other side.  Master Len is a true Master of many things but most importantly he a wonderful teacher and understands the extreme importance of negotiations with anyone he works with,especially little virgin video sluts like me. He was careful to bring up what I wanted from the experience and to make sure I knew what he wanted in exchange. Of course at the time I really had no idea what to ask for, I was just trying to look out for my ass and make sure no harm came to me.  He brought up things I never even thought of but that’s why he is the Master and I am the pupil. Still when we started I was so nervous to do everything I was told to do and not fail because I really wanted to do a good job and more importantly I wanted to experience everything I had seen in movies, pictures and my own vivid imagination. In the end I simply realized that if I were to just put my trust into him and just do as I was told it would all somehow work out and that is exactly what happened. Of course it did not happen all at once but over time and each video I have done with him are a reflection of my growth and journey into this seemingly forbidden world of pleasure and pain. Yes, I confess I am a pain slut and cannot deny my true self, it is who I am now. I am pleased so many of you enjoy watching me suffer for you and hope I will be able to provide many more different ways to do so for both of our enjoyment. If you want to check me out there and see me in action go to masterlensfetishacademy.com and look for the redhead named Marilyn.

I just got word that my two hot friends, Mykell and Dominique are going to be staying with me during the upcoming AVN events. Both of these beauties are bi and both will be sleeping with me, tee hee. I can hardly wait for January!! Both of them are also very new to the business, so imagine will all be very busy with all the producers that will be here but the real fun is going to be when we get to be girls together. Girls smell good and they like to share stuff and sometimes they like to kiss you!!

Especially a single girl at a huge Halloween bash that has over 200 couples. The party was amazing, complete with a live DJ, VIP tents, yummy food, unlimited condoms and alot of hot couples. I was in heaven as I had the choice of almost anyone there and indulge I did. I was a very bad girl and ended up fucking 5 people in total, 2 couples and one very lucky single guy who needed his 2 year sexless streak broken and I was the one to do it for him. I could have had more but my body was pretty tired after 5:30am. By the time the party ended the sun was peeking over the mountains just as the last couple was leaving. A great time was had by all but I think the best time was had by me.